they are scary...

even reading about what you wrote.. is a reminder of paul..... dono if it is possible or if was imagining.. but during the time he was dying.. (am now as an adult understanding that it must have been the dying he was experiencing) wierd things happened... and dont like that thought... it was scary.. and even hearing about others having those experiences triggers those thoughts... near death.. was too near... and too big of a loss... why coudl it not have been near.. instead of him totally slipping in there.. him slipping out of mine mind was and still is a shattered image... leaving shards everywhere.....
so wont go look at that site.. please dont take offense to mine obstinance... am not wanting to offend..

lilghostie