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hi everyone,
today the fever never came back!
will it leave now this body?
maybe.
that is good.
incase am making things confusing. because read again what wrote.
am not going to kill mineself.
want everyone to know that incase mine words below are hard to learn wether that is what had been planning.
no.
no self-inflicted death.
that is a big disgrace to the creator that made mine body and soul and mind.
ok.
did find someting about that dr peter szamari (ws that the name? cant remember am horrible with names) which was a doctor that someone had gone to. to get an assessment while an adult man. although the websites seem to say he is working with children.
am not focused to even write anything to him.
how to ask. what to ask.
even thinking about any of that is so overwhelming.
a friend from the enzymes list sent email that she had read these posts and her words said.
make tea.
am making fresh lemon and honey tea.

it is good to have fresh lemons.
it is good to have sun shining today.
since tuesday/wednesday it has snowed over 60 cm (perhasp around 25-27 inches) again. on top of the same amount we got last week.
today is the first day the snow has completely stopped since wednesday.
the sun is shining.
the kids are home sick.
the mind is gone sick too.

lg