ghostie you are truly a marvel...

you see in me patience when i see in myself none. you say i have patience for people who are mean with no cause and i would say to you that i have very little use for people like them. you say my words mean something to you when often i know not what i am trying to say and stunble about like a drunk in the alley trying to make these clumsy fingers turn vague thoughts into something worth reading.

you thank me ghostie, but it is not the way it should be.

you see the meanness in people and tho you maynot understand the howcomes for it still you seek the answers. and when most people would hide from these tormentors or retaliate what do you say?

lg" am interested in this because am assuming that if a
person can learn to be mean then they also can learn to be not-mean.. right? and if they can learn to not be mean, then perhaps a part of that learning needs to
address the reason they are mean. (lg-wanting to help heal mean people)"

ghostie you are a very special person who would overlook the hurt and seek not to hurt back but instead to heal those who have attacked you. i have never been a very good Christian, and tho i have met more than a few who would say that they are i can only say in my whole entire life i have only met 2 people whom i would view to be a true Christian. now gentle flower i can say i know 3.

you sau\y my words have help you learn and you save them for further use later. i will tell you that your words have also a lesson in them that is worthy of keeping, and i thank you for reassuring me. i often wonder how very wicked we must become as a race before God will once again rain down His Wrath as in Sodom and Gomorra. knowing that you are here among us ghostie, i do not need fear that He will AQct like this anytime soon.

thank you for coming to us ghostie. thank you for staying with us. please do not ever leave us.