I don't know about

why I pulled my lashes out. Frustration perhaps. I was angry at me. Not being capable of doing something requested. Hometime time. I really don't remember. But I do remember I would do this about the same time I would take a hair brush to my ankles. Sometimes I would hit them many times until they bruised or I would use the bristles to scrape my skin. This may sound strange to you but I enjoy that sensation! I really do and sometimes I will still catch my self subconsciesly using a fingernal on my ankles - counting. I used to do 500 scrapes in the same spot.

It is a unique tingly feeling and the scab that forms pulls and feels good.