I went in for my very first progesterone test and was at a level I can barely admit. 1.3!!!! What is up with my body? Well it was my first month and I was only on 50 mg. I had no idea that I had a problem ovulating!!! My cycles are so perfect the doctor said our infertility was probably in the "unexplained category"
Now I know there is a problem and it is with me!! Was it selfish for me to hope it was my spouse?? Anyways I am now on 100 mg of Chlomid and I find that I get so angry so fast. I try to control my temper but it is hard. I want to just crawl in a hole and only come out when it is time for "timed relations" and then go back in. The sad thing is our family reunion is this weekend and I am not in the mood to have the whole fam damily asking why we haven't had kids yet. or due to my mother how the infertility is going!! Oh well I just needed to vent. Thanks for listening.
Stacie
Thanks to all who responded to my first AF on fertility

To make matters worse my best friend who is not even married found out that she accidently got PG!!!! Now she has to marry this guy. Shouldn't it work the other way around?????

I am trying to stay to myself through all this. I hate crying in front of people so I try to stay clear of family gatherings and such. At church last Sunday a pg woman sat down next to me. When I first met her she said I didn't want kids I was devastated when I found out I was pg. this is her second. I have some really un christian thoughts when it comes to her. If god wants me to be faithful he needs to stop putting that kind of thing in my face. I havn't been back to church since. It was all I could do to keep my composure through the service. I think I will go back when she has it so I don't have to look at her. Oh well enough of my bad attitude. I know what its like. Right now being reclusive is the only way I can keep my sanity right now. Friends and family will just have to understand. Take care and good luck

Hello. I am new to this club. I am nervous about going on Chlomid and haven't yet decided if I should try it. I know how you feel about the family asking you questoins about when you are going to have a baby. I get it all the time from my husbands grandparents. Like on Mothers' Day, they say " Maybe next year you can celebrate this with us." Now, I just found out our grandpa has cancer and since my husband is the last of the bloodline, I would love nothing more than to tell my grandpa I am pregnant so he knows their name will continue on even though the chances of him meeting my son/daughter is extremely slim. It does feel good to vent!! Good luck this weekend with the family! Shara